Only If Appropriate and Correct
Ajaan Paññāvaḍḍho

Although delusion (moha) is at the root of your troubles, I think you should take a very good look at sensuality, that is, craving for sensuality and sensual expression, largely in terms of feeling and an impatience with a state of calm in which nothing in particular is happening. You really must try to keep rooted in normality and ordinariness and avoid fantasy and thinking of your own subjective…