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The View From the CenterAjahn AmaroJuly 18, 2008
Buddhadharma: The Practitioners Quarterly published an edited version of this article entitled Finding the Perfect Balance. They have kindly made this available as a downloadable PDF file, which includes photographs. "Don't be an arahant, don't be a bodhisattva, don't be anything at all – if you are anything at all you will suffer" A student of Buddhism asked, “Which do you think is the best path: that of the arahant or that of the bodhisattva?” ONE OF THE LARGER AND MORE SIGNIFICANT ELEPHANTS in the living room of Buddhism in the West is the uneasy and often unexpressed disparity between the classically stated goals of the Northern and Southern schools. These goals can be expressed in various ways. For the Northern Tradition the goal is most often formulated as the cultivation of the bodhisattva path for the benefit of all beings, developed over many lifetimes, and culminating in Buddhahood. For the Southern Tradition the goal is the realization of arahantship, ideally in this very life. The main reason for delving into this thorny disparity is because questions akin to the one asked of Ajahn Sumedho, quoted above, come up so often. The aim of this essay, therefore, is to shed a little more light on the landscape of the goal of Buddhist practice, to recount some of what the scriptures and traditions have said over the centuries, and to outline some of the questions that have been asked. Hopefully this multi-faceted aim will enable the intuitive wisdom of the reader to integrate these elements into a clearer quality of understanding of how these various focuses might fit together and balance with each other. It is explicitly not the intention of this essay to argue toward some particular position and then defend it. VIEWS FROM THE NORTH, VIEWS FROM THE SOUTH For those who live, study and practice in the style of the Northern School (aka Mahāyāna/Vajrayāna), it is totally normal and expected to take bodhisattva vows and precepts. The scriptures and liturgies of that lineage are thickly populated with the bodhisattva principle – both in the presence of bodhisattvas as great spiritual beings, as well as the bodhisattva ideal as the informing spirit of much of the teachings and the texts. For those who practice in the style of the Southern School the spiritual ideal that is extolled instead, but with equal regularity and vigor, is that of the arahant. The bodhisattva principle is hardly ever spoken of apart from the Jātaka Tales – stories of the previous lives of Gotama Buddha. If the bodhisattva principle is discussed at all, it is usually only in reference to the emphasis of ‘the later, Mahāyāna Schools’. Nowadays, particularly in the West, both of these views and practices often have occasion to meet. A wide spectrum of Buddhist teachings are available and many people have practiced in several different traditions, or at least have been inspired by teachings from accomplished masters of widely different lineages. We read a book that encourages us to free our heart from greed, hatred and delusion, to see escape from the endless cycles of rebirth as the finest thing that can be achieved with our life, and the heart sings, “Yes, that’s it!” Then we read of the compassionate heart that is so vast and unselfish that its chief concern is to stay in the world to relieve the suffering of other beings — again the heart leaps, “That’s wonderful!” So the questions arise: Are these two ways opposed or compatible? Are they parallel tracks, equally good but leading to different goals, or maybe the same goal? Are they actually the same track but simply called by different names? Over the centuries, both Southern and Northern lineages have developed critiques of each other’s way of practice that have been passed on and adopted as received knowledge. When all we can base things on is the information that has come from books or the established outlook portrayed by particular lineages, these seem to be reasonable judgements. Some of the most common points of view from the South argue that, “The Mahāyāna Schools are not real Buddhism, they wrote their own scriptures and have wandered from the Buddha’s true way, that is – practicing the Eightfold Path to realize Nibbāna and end rebirth.” While the other voices, from the North, argue that, “The Theravādans are the Small Vehicle, Hīnayānists, they only practice according to the Buddha’s most preliminary teachings; they are narrow-minded and selfishly concerned only for the peace of Nirvāna for themselves. The Buddha gave far superior and refined teachings, those of the Great and Supreme Vehicles, and it is those that we hold in highest esteem – it is most noble and altruistic to vow to stay in the world as a bodhisattva, developing the pāramitās until full Buddhahood is reached.” Both kinds of practitioners often struggle over these apparent differences and wrestle with such issues as, “Am I conceiving a deeply obstructive wrong view if I believe the party line criticisms of arahats?” “Am I pointlessly tying my heart to an erroneous ideal if I don't take the bodhisattva vows?” In addition to this type of issue, which is concerned more with personal dilemmas and one’s gut response to the perceived differences in ideals, the plot thickens when we look at the scriptures on a more scholarly level. On examination we find some curious and significant anomalies in both the teachings of the Northern and Southern schools. Firstly, there is the roaring silence in respect to the concept of the bodhisattva path in the Pāli Canon, other than (as noted above) its presence in the Jātaka Tales. It seems impossible, in 45 years of teaching thousands of disciples, that the subject of his bodhisattva training never came up. If someone is studying with a spiritual teacher, such as the Buddha, it is the most natural thing in the world to want to emulate that person. However, there is no record of anyone even asking about it; this absence is almost comparable to writing an extensive biography of Winston Churchill then omitting to mention a couple of stints he had as Prime Minister. In the entire Pāli Canon, there is no instance where anyone asks the Buddha such questions as: “What made you choose to become a Buddha?” “Could an ordinary person like me undertake the effort to become a Buddha too?” “How does one train as a bodhisattva?” “Should I aim for Buddhahood or the more accessible goal of arahantship?” Equally interestingly there is not a single place where the Buddha proffers any comment on this part of his own background and how it might apply to others. He never says: “It is good to strive for Buddhahood.” “I set this intention and pursued it but it’s not an appropriate undertaking for everyone.” Nothing. Not a syllable. Even if the Buddha’s silence was based upon the reflection that, “Saying anything would only confuse people. Just let them practice the Dhamma, when they awaken to the Path they will see for themselves what the proper course is.” Still, someone must have been curious. Furthermore, it’s not as though, if these were just dumb questions, that they would not have been included in the Canon. There are plentiful accounts of brahmins being confuted or bhikkhus being disabused of their wrong views. On this subject there is an eerie silence – no directions or recommendations ever come from the Buddha on what would seem to be an axiomatic issue of spiritual training. This eerie, rather than noble silence raises the question: How come the issue never gets mentioned? Secondly, for the followers of the Northern Tradition, there is an equally mysterious anomaly. Immediately following his enlightenment, the Buddha's first inclination is not to try to teach other living beings. He saw the ubiquity and degree of attachment was so great, and felt the subtlety of his newly discovered insight was so refined and counter-intuitive that, should he try to teach this, others would not understand. This would be “a trouble and a weariness” to him. One would reckon that if compassion for the welfare of other beings was his prime motivation in developing the pāramitās for so many lifetimes (over a span of “four incalculable periods and a hundred thousand aeons” according to one scripture), yet another surprise – particularly after so much preparation – is that he should feel that there was no point in even trying… How could this be? Very mysterious… According the scriptures of both the Northern and Southern schools one of the high deities discerns this train of thought in the mind of the newly-awakened Buddha and they are moved to appeal to him. They request that the Buddha make the effort to share his new and profound understanding, ”Out of compassion for the world and for the sake of those with only a little dust in their eyes.” The Buddha then casts his vision around the world and, seeing that the deity has spoken truly, agrees to ”beat the drum of Deathlessness“ for the sake of the few who might understand. Interestingly, even to this very day, this exchange is reenacted in monasteries and temples of both Northern and Southern Buddhists, when requesting Dharma teachings. Given that such incongruities manifest within both traditions, one would imagine that these would lead people to investigate their own favored beliefs a little more closely, and to ponder whether the standard views of their own and other traditions were reliable. Unfortunately, this is not the usual result; the case is more often that such anomalous elements are ignored or dismissed and one's familiar and preferred version of reality re-established. THE TROUBLE WITH TRIBALISM Among the aims of this essay is to look into some of the core principles and to explore some ways of their resolution. Perhaps the first question is: What’s the problem? When one looks directly at the source texts extolling the virtues of the arahant and the bodhisattva, they both appear as extraordinarily noble and fine human aspirations. How wonderful and marvelous that we can develop the heart to such degrees of purity and wisdom! Clearly it is not the ideals themselves that are the root cause of any conflict, rather the cause of the purported problem is people – more specifically the issue of tribalism. It’s the great ‘mine-field’ – it’s through a tragically misguided sense of faithfulness to our origins – this is my team, my tribe, my lineage – that we bring the intricacies of intellect to defend our group. Even to the point of bending the facts and the philosophy for the sake of winning the argument. Whether the area of dispute involves football teams, family feuds or Buddhist philosophies, the dynamics are identical: First, we seize on a few features of the opposition to criticize and make fun of, then we lose ourselves in the overheated labyrinth of position taking and finally, we miss the reality of what we are contending about. Even though the intent of an exchange or relationship might be very noble or refined, the emotional tone permeating it can, in contrast, be deeply instinctual, territorial and viscerally aggressive – e.g. arguing about the best way to build a free clinic; the true nature of Christ in relationship to God; the best way to bow or even to chop carrots. We might observe proper standards of etiquette, but the heart has been taken over by the reptile brain. Most often the real issue is not philosophy, it’s hurt feelings. An amicable spiritual discussion that began around 100 BCE, about different approaches to the Buddha's path of practice, somehow evolved into a bitter rivalry a few centuries later. Mutually critical comments being bandied back and forth, degenerated into derogatory insults until the various factions were “Stabbing each other with verbal daggers,” (to use the Buddha's own phrase) and the stereotyping of the opposing group became a fixed view: anyone who aspires to arahantship must be a selfish nihilist, while all those who take the bodhisattva vows are obviously heretical eternalists. Many different spiritual traditions tell the tale of the blind men and the elephant (it's found in the Pāli Canon, for example, at Udāna 6.4) Isn’t it revealing that when we hear the story we rarely think of ourselves as one of the blind? We prefer to see ourselves more as the monarch watching the sorry squabbling of the sightless. It’s humbling how easily the heart is pulled into exactly this kind of position taking and deluded certainty, based on our attachment to views and opinions. This is especially true when the heart asserts, “This is not an opinion, it’s a fact!” Even if the ‘fact’ is 100% valid, in conventional terms, if we use it as a point of contention with others, it becomes, as Ajahn Chah would say, “Right in fact, but wrong in Dhamma.” Sometimes it is devout faithfulness, rather than criticism or condemnation, that drives us into such dualisms. One time, when Ajahn Chah was visiting England, a woman who had had a long involvement with the Thai forest tradition came to see him. She was very humble and sincere, but also very concerned: “I respect your wisdom and your practice as a monk immensely, but I feel uncomfortable receiving your teachings and taking Refuges and Precepts with you; it makes me feel as though I’m being unfaithful to my teacher, Ajahn Mahā-Boowa.” Ajahn Chah replied, “I don’t really see what the problem is – Ajahn Mahā-Boowa and I are both disciples of the Buddha.” It is in this spirit that we will now endeavor to explore these teachings and traditions. In doing so, we can fully appreciate the broad landscape of the Way of the Buddha through eyes that are “right in Dhamma.” NOT CLINGING TO ANY VIEW As soon as we select one element of the elephant and blindly cling, contention is born. A notable instance of this is recounted in the Bahuvedanīya Sutta, ‘The Many Kinds of Feeling’ – Pañcakanga the carpenter and the monk Udāyin are having a dispute about whether the Buddha teaches in terms of two or three kinds of feeling. Neither can convince the other. Ven. Ānanda, overhears this and takes the question to the Buddha. He responds by saying that both Pañcakanga and Udāyin are correct: I have talked in terms of two kinds of feeling in one presentation; I have talked in terms of three... five...six... 18... 36... 108 kinds of feeling in another presentation. That is how the Dhamma has been shown by me in different presentations. A similar analogy comes to mind in the realm of string theory in sub-atomic physics; although there are something like five distinct brands of string theory, prior to the mid-nineties it seemed that, like our now oft-petted elephant to its blind handlers, all five were separate and unconnected. Nowadays things have begun to look a little different: ...there is a web of unexpected relationships, called dualities, between the models. These dualities show that the models are all essentially equivalent; that is they are just different aspects of the same underlying theory, which has been given the name M-theory... If one simply substitutes ‘underlying reality’ for ‘underlying theory’ the description could also accurately describe our contending religious philosophies. The question then arises: How exactly do we find this mysterious Middle – the place of non-abiding, the place of non-contention? When a bhikkhu has heard that ‘nothing whatsoever should be clung to,’ he directly knows everything; having directly known everything, he fully understands everything; having fully understood everything, whatever feeling he feels, whether pleasant or painful or neutral, he abides contemplating impermanence in those feelings, contemplating fading away, contemplating cessation, contemplating relinquishment. Contemplating thus, he does not cling to anything in the world. When he does not cling, he is not agitated. When he is not agitated, he personally attains Nibbāna… Briefly, it is in this way, ruler of gods, that a bhikkhu is liberated by the destruction of craving, one who has reached the ultimate end, the ultimate security from bondage, the ultimate holy life, the ultimate goal, one who is foremost among gods and humans. Perhaps the heart of the sutta quoted above, ‘nothing whatsoever should be clung to,’ is the ideal place to begin our investigation. For just as the difficulty which has arisen in this area over the centuries can be attributed to contentious position taking, its solution, or at least the way to its reduction, can be through the sublime quality of non-contention. Bhikkhus, I do not dispute with the world, it is the world that disputes with me. A speaker of Dhamma does not dispute with anyone in the world. Such a spirit of non-contention and non-clinging approaches the core principle of the Middle Way. The skillful refusal to pick one particular viewpoint and cling to it reflects right view; it also expresses the effort that is essential to arrive at resolution. THE MIDDLE WAY This seminal exchange between the Buddha and Mahā-Kaccāna, one of his enlightened disciples, elaborates on this expression: At Sāvatthi. Then the Venerable Kaccānagotta approached the Blessed One, paid respects to him, sat down to one side, and said to him, “Venerable sir, it is said, ‘Right View, Right View.’ In what way, Venerable sir, is there Right View?” Interestingly enough, there seems to be a very close connection to the principles embodied in this discourse to Ven. Mahā-Kaccāna , and the words of Ācārya Nāgārjuna in his Mūlamadyamakakārika, ‘The Treatise on the Root of the Middle Way.’ This text is considered a cornerstone of Mahāyāna movement, and has informed the philosophy and practice of the Northern School for around 1800 years. Ironically it makes no mention at all of such characteristic Northern elements as bodhisattvas and bodhicitta. And furthermore it clearly extols nirvāna as the goal of the spiritual life and does not distinguish it from bodhi in the way other Northern texts tend to do. In fact Nāgārjuna's chapter on nirvāna immediately follows his chapter on bodhi. No letting go, no attainment, no annihilation, no permanence, no cessation, no birth: that is spoken of as nirvāna. So, even though Nāgārjuna is taken to be a great banner waver of the Mahāyāna, scholars such as Kalupahana and Warder have pointed out that actually there’s nothing particularly ‘Mahāyāna’ in what he says. Significantly, his teachings about self and the Middle Way seem to be informed directly by the Pāli Canon. Both teachings point out how to understand the feeling of self: how to recognize what it is and learn to see through it – and ultimately, to break free from the tyrant. They both indicate that clinging to the sense of self is what obstructs knowing the Middle Way, the pure essence of the Buddha’s teaching. The discourse to Mahā-Kaccāna is the basis for Nāgārjuna's discussion (in his Chapter 14, ‘Essence’) about the error of clinging to beliefs in existence or in non-existence. In that chapter he writes: ‘Existence’ is the grasping at permanence; ‘non-existence’ is the view of annihilation. Therefore, the wise do not dwell in existence or non-existence. Now, although we might have had an insight into selflessness, realizing that the ego is transparent and insubstantial, still the question can arise: Do I not exist? Is this whole thing just a dream? An illusion? And if it is, then who or what is experiencing the illusion? Something definitely seems to be happening ‘here’– wherever ‘here’ is. Whether we call it a self or not, there appears to be something going on, and it feels like some kind of a being – this is the knot that the Buddha and Nāgārjuna unpick using the awl of the Middle Way. What these teachings point to is the fact that yes, there is the experience, the feeling of selfhood, but that that feeling of the ‘I’ is dependently arisen. So emerges the insight: It’s not an absolute truth and it’s not a complete delusion. This then leads us to ask: What exactly is going on here? There might be the feeling of ‘I’, yet like all feelings, it arises and then ceases. Along with its dependent arising there is also its dependent cessation. The experience of being, the experience of ‘I’, arises due to causes. These causes are habits rooted in ignorance and fired by the compulsions of craving. Furthermore, when the causes are not created for the ego to come into existence, then it does not arise. It’s not a permanent ‘thing’. Nāgārjuna’s treatise is considered a core teaching on emptiness for the Northern tradition, however, even though it’s a brilliant piece of philosophical analysis, this teaching is really most significant as a meditation tool. It helps us to see that “Do I exist?” or “Do I not exist?” are irrelevant questions. Instead the perspective shifts to one of cultivating and maintaining a mindful awareness of the feeling of ‘I’ arising and ceasing. This is the essence of vipassanā – insight meditation. The blissful experience of seeing through the conceit of ‘I am’ was described by the Buddha as “Nibbāna here and now” (Ud 4.1); and most significantly, along with that blissful experience, an abundant, exalted, immeasurable kindness and compassion for other beings naturally arises. Through unselfishness the heart attunes to caring for all beings. The direct knowing of the Middle Way thus resolves itself into two very simple qualities: emptiness and altruism. THE FOUR NOBLE TRUTHS: UNIVERSALITY AND TRANSPARENCY It is often said that the Buddha’s very first discourse, the ‘Setting in Motion of the Wheel of Truth’ contained the entirety of the teaching – that all subsequent teachings can be seen to derive from principles contained therein. This is a statement not only made by Elders of the Southern School but also by such esteemed Mahāyāna and Vajrayāna masters as H.H. the Dalai Lama. It was in that sutta that the Buddha first articulated the Middle Way and the Four Noble Truths. There is a famous simile, called ‘the elephant’s footprint’ which also expresses the all-encompassing quality of these humble principles. The Ven. Sāriputta is speaking: Friends, just as the footprint of any living being that walks can be placed within an elephant’s footprint, and so the elephant’s footprint is declared to be the chief of them because of its great size; so too all wholesome states can be included in the Four Noble Truths. The vast scope of these Truths is based on two essential insights: a) they are relative not absolute truths; and b) they are not just personal but also universal. This first insight reveals that, for example, the statement, “There is dukkha” describes a relative, dependently arisen experience. It is not intended to be taken as proclamation meaning “Dukkha has absolute, real existence.” This is one of the reasons why the Buddha referred to these Truths as ‘noble’ (ariya) rather than ‘ultimate’ (paramattha). The second insight refers to the fact that, even though we might feel, “I’m suffering!” the fact is that it’s not just me who is experiencing dukkha; the delusion that my experience of dukkha could be more significant than yours is shattered. All beings are in the same boat. The Truths are a universal, natural law. It seems that, over time, the understanding of these two principles shrank. Dukkha became regarded as an absolute reality and thus, together with the perceived need to terminate that dukkha, a new and narrower diameter for the footprint was formed. And it appears that it was because of this shrinking footprint that the impulse for renewal arose, eventually forming what is now known as the Mahāyāna movement. In the Pāli scriptures the endlessly repeated implication is that the best thing we can do for the world and for all beings is to be totally enlightened. But if that’s grasped in the wrong way, even though one might be faithfully trying to do the right thing, it can drift into seeing our own suffering as more significant and more real than anybody else’s, simply because it’s the suffering that we have the power to resolve completely. The Mahāyāna teachings arose, in contrast, to say: “My suffering is felt ‘here’ yet I’ve got to remember that my suffering can’t possibly be any more important than anybody else’s. All beings are undergoing a similar experience.” Even though we have been looking at this question from a large scale, social view, it is also good to recollect that a movement is composed of human beings. And whether one is referring to matters on a broad level or a personal one, the development of the Path always involves identifying habits, supporting the useful ones and counteracting the destructive ones. During his early years as a bhikkhu in Thailand, Ajahn Sumedho once declared to Ajahn Chah, “I’m totally committed to the practice. There is absolutely no turning back. I’m determined above all things to fully realize Nibbāna in this lifetime; I’m deeply weary of the human condition and I’m determined not to be born again.” Given the classic Theravādan vernacular that’s the ‘right attitude,’ a worthy thing; it would have been reasonable to expect the teacher to respond, “Sādhu! Good for you, Sumedho – anumodanā!” Ajahn Chah, however, replied, “What about the rest of us, Sumedho? Don’t you care about those who’ll be left behind?” In one stroke he teased his disciple by suggesting, firstly, that he (Ajahn Sumedho) was the more spiritually advanced, secondly he alluded to the fact that there is a value in the ‘caring for all beings’ approach, and, to cap it off, lovingly chided his disciple for his narrowness. Ajahn Chah could detect that there was a nihilistic aversion, rather than a Dhammic detachment, in Ajahn Sumedho’s “deeply weary of the human condition” state. And as long as that kind of negativity was active, then the delusion it implied guaranteed painful results. Ajahn Chah thus reflected that attitude back to him by reversing the balance, tilting the view in the other direction so he could see that self-centered nihilism. In considering this encouragement towards a more expansive attitude, it is highly significant that the Four Bodhisattva Vows are actually an explicit extension of the Four Noble Truths. In the Chinese version of the Brahmajāla Sutra, it addresses this quite directly. A contemporary Elder of the Northern Tradition explains the connection: Yesterday I explained the Sutra title, The Buddha Speaks the Brahma Net Sutra. Today I’ll go on to explain the title of the Chapter, which is, ‘The Bodhisattva Mind Ground.’ The full form of Bodhisattva (Pu Sa in Chinese) in Sanskrit is Mahābodhicittasattva, which means “One with a Great Way Mind who brings living beings to accomplishment.” Another translation is, “One who enlightens sentients.” It also translates as “great knight” or “great scholar,” and “beginning scholar.” Why is he called by these names? It is because, relying on the Four Noble Truths, he brings forth the Four Great Vows of a Bodhisattva. The Four Noble Truths are: This expression of the Four Noble Truths thus explicitly spells out their natural extension into the realm of universal concern. With the promulgation of the bodhisattva vows there also arose, in the same epoch, a corresponding teaching that spelled out the strictly relative nature of the Four Noble Truths; this was the Heart of Prajñā Pāramitā Sutra, or Heart Sutra for short. This is probably the most well-known teaching on emptiness in the Northern Canon and has been recited for centuries from India to Manchuria, and from Kyoto to Latvia, as well as, nowadays, at Buddhist centers throughout the world. It is the natural partner to the bodhisattva vows – indeed the Heart Sutra and the four vows are often recited in the very same devotional ceremonies each day. The Heart Sutra embodies the natural extension of the Four Noble Truths in the reverse direction – it reminds us that the Four Noble Truths are essentially empty, transparent, not absolute truths. ‘Suffering’ is a relative truth, but it is noble because it leads to liberation. Sometimes people very faithfully say, “Everything is suffering”; as if dukkha was an absolute truth – but that’s not what the Buddha was teaching. The Heart Sutra states: Śāriputra! The Sutra thus takes the words of the Four Noble Truths and, from the transcendent perspective, empties it all out: Ultimately there is no dukkha. We think we’re suffering but in ultimate reality we’re not – actually there isn’t any dukkha. The Pāli tradition encapsulates both of these implications: on the one hand extending out from the personal to include all beings; on the other hand the noble yet relative quality of dukkha, its cause, its end and the way to its end, are just empty appearances, like all other conditioned phenomena. These Northern teachings – of the Four Vast Vows of a Bodhisattva, and the Heart Sutra – endeavor to give voice to those particular dimensions, of emptiness and altruism, that were implied in the Pāli but were getting lost through dukkha and its partners becoming held in a narrow, personal and overly concrete way. The Mahāyāna movement was an effort to balance things out. SELF-VIEW, THE RELIABLE TROUBLEMAKER As stated before, it is the sense of self that primarily obscures the Middle Way. It is this same sense of self that ultimately drives the tribalistic and divisive politics that have been passed on to the present day. Ironically, even though the reforming movement aimed at removing the encrustations of self that they saw, nevertheless the problem persisted. These tribalistic politics are like family heirlooms of dubious worth yet hard to discard because they are so much part of our collective histories. The source of this conflict – along with the other ten thousand woes and struggles that the human mind is prone to – is conceiving the arahant and the bodhisattva in terms of self. When we no longer look at the issue through the lens of self-view, the picture radically changes. Bhikkhus, held by two kinds of views, some devas and human beings hold back and some overreach; only those with vision see. As long as self-view has not been penetrated, both in its coarse form of sakkāya-diṭṭhi (identification with the body and personality) as well as the more refined asmi-māna (the conceit of ‘I am’), the mind will miss the Middle Way. The “no more coming into any state of being” ideal will thus tend to get co-opted by the nihilist view (uccheda-diṭṭhi); whereas the “endlessly returning for the sake of all beings” ideal will tend to get pervaded with the eternalist view (sassata-diṭṭhi). When the two extremes are abandoned and the sense of self is seen through, then the Middle Way is realized. Whether we talk in terms of utter emptiness, in the arahant of the Pāli Canon or the absolute zero of the Heart Sutra, or in terms of the the infinite view of four bodhisattva vows there is a direct realization that these expressions are merely modes of speech. They all derive from the same source, the Dhamma. They are simply expedient formulations that guide the heart of the aspirant to attunement with that reality of its own nature. That attunement is the Middle Way. THE VIEW FROM THE CENTER There are many teachings which illuminate this non-dualistic, selfless perspective. Firstly, some verses often quoted by the Dalai Lama. With a wish to free all beings In the light of our discussion, this last verse might cause some debate amongst Theravādans. Why? It appears to go completely counter to that principle to get out of the burning house as soon as one can. We have our own idea of the best thing to do – practice and develop as much mindfulness as possible, realize enlightenment as soon as possible; that’s it – game over. In the Pāli scriptures the most we ever find out about what happens to an enlightened being after the death of the body is found in such comments as: Such a one passes out of the sphere of knowledge of gods and humans. D 1.3.73 Or in the response that the Buddha gives to Upasīva: One who has reached the end has no criterion by which they can be measured. That by which they could be talked of is no more. You cannot say, “They do not exist.” But when all modes of being, all phenomena are removed, then all means of description have gone too. SN 1076 The Buddha thus leaves this mystery powerfully undefined. So, to the average Theravādan the verse of Śantideva, “As long as space remains…” might seem anathema. However, the practice of the Middle Way involves taking up these kinds of compassion teachings along with their partner, the emptiness teachings. These two elements are like the wings of a bird – they can’t properly function without each other. If we take a moment to reflect on the words of the verse, another layer of meaning opens up: As long as the mind holds the concepts of space and identity to have substantial reality, the mind hasn’t actually realized enlightenment. Enlightened insight is based on recognizing that three-dimensional space, time, and being are all illusory – these are imputed realities, but without any absolute existence. So if we’re hanging onto the Southern idea of “me going”, and “others being left behind” then that idea, by definition, is missing the mark. Similarly, if we cling to the Northern view and think, “this individual being will persist through infinite time for the sake of all beings,” that has also fallen drastically into wrong view. There can be many subtle layers of clinging involved here too, the habits of overreaching and holding back die hard. No matter how subtly the heart might be identified with feelings of, “I actually do want to get out of here” or “I’d really love to stay and help,” then that pure chord of the Middle Way has not yet been struck. The correct practice of the Middle Way is therefore aimed at breaking up that delusion whereby ‘I’ can ‘go’ and ‘others’ can ‘stay’, or vice versa. In fact ‘I’ can’t ‘go’ unless the concepts of being and space are radically reconfigured. So, the aspiration can indeed validly be, “As long as space remains, as long as sentient beings remain, until then, may I too remain…” But what if space no longer remains? What if living beings no longer remain? If their essential nature is recognized as conceptually contrived and dependent, what would that say about the supposed ‘I’ who would be staying behind? The ironic flip-side of the verse, when we reflect on its deeper meaning, is thus that, as soon as there is the realization that time, space and beings have no substantial reality, then the ‘I’ is ‘gone’ too – gone to Suchness, come to Suchness: Tathāgata. Śri Ramana Maharshi also has a wise perspective on this area: People often say that a liberated Master should go out and preach his message to the people. How can anyone be a Master, they argue, as long as there is misery by his side? This is true. But, who is a liberated Master? Does he see misery beside him? They want to determine the state of a Master without realizing the state themselves. From the standpoint of the Master, their contention amounts to this: a man dreams a dream in which he finds several people. On waking up he asks, “Have the dream people also woken up?” How ridiculous. In the same way, a good man says, “It doesn’t matter if I never get liberation,” or “Let me be the last man to get it, so that I may help all others to be liberated before I am.” Wonderful! Imagine a dreamer saying, “May all these dream people wake up before I do.” The dreamer is no more absurd than this amiable philosopher. This analysis astutely captures the presumptions that are being made. For it’s only when the heart is free that it can really, unequivocally attune itself to all things. One of the expressions of that attunement is ‘caring for all beings,’ so a precise and exquisite balance is needed. One of the scriptures that speaks skillfully on this topic is the Vajra Sutra; here are a number of passages from that scripture that are pertinent. The Buddha told Subhūti, “All Bodhisattvas, Mahasattvas, should subdue their hearts with the vow, ‘I must cause all living beings... to enter Nirvāna without residue and be taken across to extinction. Yet of the immeasurable, boundless numbers of living beings thus taken across to extinction, there is actually no living being taken across to extinction. And why? Subhūti, if a Bodhisattva has a mark of self, a mark of others, a mark of living beings, or a mark of a life, then they are not a Bodhisattva.” The Vajra Prajñā Pāramitā Sutra, Ch 3, ‘The Orthodox Doctrine of the Great Vehicle’ The Buddha said, “Subhūti, they are neither living beings nor no living beings. And why? Subhūti, living beings, living beings, are spoken of by the Tathāgata as no living beings, therefore they are called living beings.” ibid, Ch 21, ‘Spoken yet not Spoken’ “Subhūti, what do you think? You should not maintain that the Tathāgata has this thought: ‘I shall take living beings across.’ Subhūti, do not have that thought. And why? There are actually no living beings taken across by the Tathāgata. If there were living beings taken across by the Tathāgata, then the Tathāgata would have the existence of a self, of others, of living beings, and of a life. Subhūti, the existence of a self spoken of by the Tathāgata is no existence of a self, but common people take it as the existence of a self. Subhūti, common people are spoken of by the Tathāgata as no common people, therefore they are called common people.” Ibid, Ch 25, ‘Transformations Without what is Transformed’ The way we save all living beings is to realize there are no beings. To establish the heart in true wisdom is to see this fact; ultimately there is no self, no other, no living beings, no arahant, no bodhisattva, no life, no death. Realizing emptiness is the seeing through of all that. It’s an intuitive process whereby, even though the heart might be given to compassion, it's only when we recognize and surrender to this wisdom element as well, and hold it simultaneously, that there is going to be true freedom. We need to be careful not to make our traits into a religion of their own. Rather we develop insight into our traits and train the heart in order to balance them out. If we’re a wisdom type, intent on realizing Nibbāna, practicing for our own benefit, to get out as quickly as possible – then it’s necessary to train the heart to think in terms of altruism. We need to counteract the obsession that there’s nobody here, nothing to do, nowhere to go, and start moving towards people and things. Or, if we’re more of a compassion type, determined to stick around and help all beings, such that, “I’m in here and I’m helping you out there” and “I’m going to stay around until everyone else has been saved,” then we need to incline towards the emptiness of things. It is in the unutterable equipoise of the Middle Way that both of these realities – the infinite and the void – are sustained. They complement and balance with each other. “SHE KNOWS THAT SHE'S NOT REAL” The scene: a large Buddhist conference in Berlin. Amongst the many dialogues, speeches and presentations, some teachers have come to give workshops and perform pūjās. One such teacher is an eminent Tibetan lama; he has been giving instruction on The Praise to the Twenty-One Taras, both to his experienced students and to a small crowd of other attendees. After a long pūjā and a series of visualizations and explanatory teachings, it is now time for questions and answers. A young man with furrowed brow requests to speak. He asks in broken English, “Rinpoche, for many years now I have been your student. I am committed to the practice but I have the doubt. I am very willing to do the pujas, the visualizations, the prostrations, but it is very hard to have the whole heart in it, because I have this doubt: Tara, is she really there? Sometime you talk like she is a real person, but sometimes you say she is the wisdom of Buddha Amoghasiddhi, or just a skillful means. “If I could know for sure, I would redouble my efforts. So, Rinpoche, Tara, does she really exist or does she not?!” For a few moments the lama rests his chin on his chest, then raises his sparkling eyes to meet those of his inquirer. A smile spreads across his broad wrinkled face. He responds, “She knows that she’s not real.” When we bring our mind to that place of realization, we can see that, conventionally speaking, there’s a reader here and a page out there, but we can also recognize that this is a complex web of sight, sound, taste, touch, images appearing/disappearing, sounds coming/going and changing. This is just the play of phenomena happening within awareness. They have no substantial reality. The more that we practice and learn to hold the play of forms in that gentle way, there’s an attunement to what’s going on. Then we begin to get the feel. The Middle Way is appreciated as a finely felt sense – it’s nothing to do with geography or splitting the difference – as when a piece of music moves us and the heart goes ‘Aaaahh…’ it is carried by the music. We can’t describe what that is except to say, “Oh, it’s perfect!” But even in saying “it’s perfect” once again we’ve almost lost the feeling. Equally, if the rational mind is still struggling to get some more precision, as Louis Armstrong, when asked, “What’s jazz?” responded, “Man, if you have to ask what it is, you’ll never know.” The Middle Way is that wordless quality of pure and vibrant harmony. Abhayagiri Monastery, January 20th, 2008 |